So far, five months into work and still learning everyday as usual. Its kinda all vague and un figured stage as I still have to ask a lot of questions for to get things done. I am trying to reduce the ambiguity in life but it does not look like it will get resolved so soon. I am going to have to go through this every day until I am good at what I am supposed to do. In between different things going on in personal life too. Made a new friend at work who talks a lot and shares a lot of her stuff. I also did share with her quite some stuff about my life with her. She did give me some good advice too. So basically I feel she is someone I can trust and share some stuff of my life. Not bad. Good progress. Even though not as chill as Vaibhav but definitely good company to hang out. Well can't compare apples and oranges :D Well on other fronts India people all cheery and happy about me going back to my Kaka's place as they feel I am too lonely otherwise. But I am happy as long as they are happy. After all for whom am I even doing all this for? This is good experience in life and all but why to stay away from people who you call your own. I feel I kind of am surrounded with people who have a lot of problems and so I just don't share mine with anyone. Cos everyone has enough of their own. I try to keep myself going at least by pretending to be very strong as long as that works, as this world is all about that. Pretentious wannabes. LOL. I was kinda stuck up on this stupid decision I took last week. Moving in with a bunch of nuts. Who think that life is all a party and they were too cool and all. As they smoked up and played ping pong in their sly so called hood 'PARTY HOUSE'. I could not stand even a single of their demeanor. Well had to just get my shit together and move outta that place as soon as I could. It was not my types at all. Screw that. Off late my life is kind of revolving around these limited # of people of which ADRI is a major part. She would do is just fall back to me every time she has  a problem. As I am doing some work, trying to get some conversation started with a fellow friend at work. Well well, who does not enjoy conversations! Everyone does and so you gotta get them started. :D :D So I guess all we try to do is put a method to all the madness surrounding us. I am just not wanting to do that anymore. Cos what good is that? If not me someone else will do it. What am I contributing to? nothing. Well not really but still feel that it is not a big thing to be happy about. I am going to not continue this all my life. Some day.